It's the 3rd time since the start of school that I've been printing my IT notes wrongly. Oh dear, I have to get it right next week.

Feeling rather packed with stuff. Like the textbooks are driving me crazy, especially b e l o v e d Financial Management. I don't have to reiterate how important it is in the current society that we perform up to standards. And like what Winnie laoda mentioned in her blog, friends just come and go nowadays. We need them during lectures, tutorials and lunch breaks, after that we just go home and mind our own business. Worse still, sometimes the whole world seems to be having lessons and you find yourself friendless during breaks.

Then there seems to be a never-ending commitment in W&M, practices are getting frequent with the official opening of TNG. Sometimes I just find myself worn out after a day of school, only to realise that I have to listen and re-listen to the songs just to get the feel and inspiration on how to deliver the songs. Band pracs sometimes don't run smoothly as well, and you go home feeling annoyed and defeated.

You wouldn't believe me if I told you I haven't done a single tutorial on a Sunday night. Damn sad. And I wonder where did all my time go to, staring on the financial report for FM project, and attempting to read FM text only to realise everything sounds greek.

I guess everyone has their own problems. I still yearn for the day when I can finally quit school, run home to tell my parents "hey I found a man who's willing to marry me", and start calling up all my friends to break the news. And then I'll picture myself being carried around in a bridal sedan, thinking of my dream house with a grand piano in the middle of the living room.

And maybe, when the sense of gratitude comes, I'll call my husband and tell him how lucky I was to have met him, and how happy we will be together without the hassle of printing school notes and travelling to boon lay everyday.

If all else fails, I still yearn, too, for the day when I can spend a split quiet moment with my loved one, telling him how much I appreciate all the goodness I've received, and that we'll pull through everything together.

Till then, I guess my loved one is still Him :)